Theory

This is going to be a little messed up for a while Derrick as I only made you today and I've been working for about a month now. My memory is as good as a colinder for a bucket. It's probably got more holes though. And bigger ones.

I've had a few theory lessons now though and they've been alreet as far and headthrobbing goes. They're not overly complex but it does make me look at everything in a new light. For the past few sessions I'm not sure if it's been a light that I've liked but it's a change which I'm open to keep trying. I like all the terminology for it because I'm a sucker for elitist language. A lot of it makes sense too and the hand-glued-to-head lady that takes us for it is actually really good at explaining what she means and what it's about without being too pretentious and ominous. It's funny too how she'll actually say when people are reading into things too much because it's all a basic level of bullshittery at some point but it does make sense to not evaluate what can't actually be proven i.e. the subjects feelings or thoughts. Expressions can give us clues to it, but it doesn't necessarily solidify any state of mind. I'd say ambiguous but it's too blurry and fogged a word. I'm sure there was a term somewhere. Hold on.

Arbitary.
Doesn't come up in the dictionary though so maybe I've spelt it wrong.
Or it's purposely being awkward and mulit-interpretable because that's it's meaning.

Clever little word.