Derrick Segsby

Derrick man, I feel I've been neglecting your proper title lately mate. Apologies bigtime. I reckon I've become a bit male gaze aswell but inspiration is inspiration and even though I don't particularly do anything with all these fashion mags and shoot pictures, it is something that interests me. So just yeah, deal with it.

As for workload I have to confess I've been dodging it more than Tom Hanks in Saving Private Ryan. Since our virgintv box came through I have been ripping the hell out of the ONdemand stuff. I've got hooked on 'Entourage' too. It's really quite awful as a show but I always want to click onto the next one to see what happens. The lifestyle makes me laugh and to think that everythins so openly cloak and dagger yet entirely revolving around aesthetics interests me. I'm quite worried that maybe I am just shallow and materialistic with interest, but have the lingo and brains to back it up with an arguement and history that seems like genuine interest. I don't know. I'm always hard on myself about what I enjoy and rather than enjoying it, will dissect it until I know why I enjoy it, then it becomes predictable and I don't enjoy it because I can only see it for why I enjoy it. Like how I got bored of music because I knew how everything worked. Similar-ish anyway. On the workload front that's it. No placement news, and I still haven't rang up anywhere to get a placement insurance for if the gate fails to come through even though I really fucking need to because it'd be stupid to bank on only one no matter how much I thought it seemed like a definate. Flash is coming along slowly as now the actually crafting of my idea is taking gruesome toll and I'm getting bored of translating from my head to medium. Haven't done anymore to my essay since feedback.

In summary, I've been damn fucking lazy.
Time to use time, rather than bruise time I reckon.